Desire for Kingdom of God

Life is short and eternity is long. Believe it or not, that is the truth. Living through a Pandemic, we do see so many dying – our loved ones and hundreds of thousands of whom we hear just as numbers. We ought to know where we will spend eternity. Reason – Because eternity is incredibly long!

Considering that we work our tails off to have a little better comfortable life in this miserable world, how much more of a priority should the preparation for eternal life be, right?! Yet, most people don’t know or care about eternal life. When we go on a vacation trip, how much planning do we do for our travel, accommodation and plans of places to see and what not. Should we not at least care to know about what will happen once our breath stops in this life? First step is to know and understand that there is such thing as eternity which can be either heaven which is perfect in joy with no pain and sufferings and tears and sickness or hell which is never-ending painful misery which never ends. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it. Mathew 7:14

rich young ruler – this man was rich, young and had authority- came to Jesus, knelt before Him, and asked Him, “Good Teacher, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life?”. So Jesus said to him, “You know the commandments; Do not commit adultery, Do not murder, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Do not defraud, Honor your father and your mother’. He claimed that he followed all of this from his childhood. Yet Jesus pointed out one thing to him. Jesus told him to sell whatever he had and give it to the poor and then he will have treasure in heaven and then to take up the cross and follow Him. The rich young ruler was sad at this word and went away sorrowful for he had great possessions. What we learn from this is that even when we have the desire to make it to the Kingdom of God, it is not easy. It requires for us to bring everything to the table and not hold on to anything. After this, when the disciples asked Jesus, “Who then can be saved?”, Jesus said, “With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible”. 

Mathew 25:31 When Jesus comes in His glory, and all the holy angels with Him, He will say to those on His right hand, “Come, you blessed by My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me”. 

A journey starts with a mile. And this is the first mile in the journey to heaven – to get rid of selfish and self-centered living and help the needy. Rather than increasing the comfort of our living everyday, we can and should extend a helping hand to the homeless, the orphans, the widows, the ones struggling to make the ends meet, the ones in poor countries.. there are countless opportunities to help out only if we would open our eyes and see Jesus in the ones who are in need. 

Mathew 25:41 Then shall the King answer them, “Truly I say to you, in as much as you have done it to one of the least of these my brothers, you have done it to me”.

 

 

20$ bill

 

In 2017, I said a small prayer asking God to give me the talent and teach me as I wanted to try watercolor arts to write Bible verses on them. I had not tried watercolor before, but in my mind, I thought watercolor would be more forgiving, as I can wash away the flaws with water. God started to bless these arts, right from the beginning, though I am not trained in art.

From then on, I had been doing so many arts, in various forms – wall art, greeting cards, bookmarks – all with Bible verses. I had given so many bookmarks to friends in church, prayer groups etc. I delighted in giving it to others because I was giving them the Word of God.

2021 has been a rough year for me and lot of my prayers were my tears. As life got rough, I wanted to focus more on God’s work. One day I went to church a little early so that I could pray. I cried my eyes out to the Lord. As I opened my eyes, a lady came up the stairs and she saw me and my tears. She came towards me, sat beside me and asked me what happened. Then she prayed for me. This was such an unexpected happening and I felt so overwhelmed that God sent someone to let me know that He saw my tears.

The following week, I saw her at Tuesday prayer and she remembered me. I told her that it was God who sent her to pray for me. That Sunday she came over and gave me a greeting card with a very thoughtful note saying that she is praying for me. I felt incredibly touched.

I was going to do an offering song in Indian church that Sunday, though to me, offering song means stepping out of the boat in faith. The song I was going to sing was ‘How deep the Father’s love for us!’. I do not prefer to do an offering song without saying a few words about it.I didn’t know what to say about the song as the Father’s love and Christ’s crucifixion is so profound as it is. God gave me a great insight on that Saturday about the greatest lesson that Christ taught us from the Cross is forgiveness and that I should also forgive and get rid of all bitterness from my heart.

I learnt that forgiveness is a constant process and not a one time thing that we do. We need to constantly analyze our heart to check if there is any unforgiveness is found. And as David prayed, we ought to ask everyday to give us a clean heart and renew the right spirit within us. Joseph being human like us and a great role model for forgiveness, did not go through this test for the first seventeen years of his life. But the next 13 years tested him in the area of forgiveness. Psalm 105:17-20 He(The LORD) sent a man before them-Joseph-who was sold as a slave. 18. They hurt his feet with fetters, he was laid in irons. 19. Until the time that his word came to pass, the word of the LORD tested him. 20. The king sent and released him, the ruler of the people let him go free. 

For the past couple months, I had a deep desire to use this art skill to support mission works as led by the LORD. But no matter how hard I tried to sell these artworks, I could not sell any of these and I could clearly see that the LORD had closed that door. As days went by, I felt disappointed that God is not opening a door for a Kingdom purpose that I was asking Him. That is when God taught me to get rid of the unforgiveness and bitterness. On the same day of my offering song, I repented of my unforgiveness. That Sunday, I took 2 bookmarks for her. I have no words to express her reaction and the first thing she asked was “Can I hire you to make these for me?”. Though I didn’t know what it meant, I said yes.

By God’s grace, I made 2 bookmarks again and gave them to her on Tuesday. I have given so many bookmarks to people simply as a way of giving God’s Word to them. She took me by surprise when she handed me a $20 bill. I refused right away saying I cannot take it. But she said, “Take it and use it for what you wanted to do.” I had mentioned to her that I wanted to support missions with this skill. She also added saying someone gave it to her and asked her to give it away and so she gave it to me. Because of those words, and also because I suddenly felt reminded about my prayer, I received that $20 with joy, knowing that God has finally opened the door for me. And this happened right after He taught me about forgiveness and my repentance. The lesson I learnt is that even if we pray a Kingdom purpose prayer, God can answer it only if we pray with a clean heart free of any unwanted heavy things. I have never before felt this happy to see a $20 bill in my life.

I strongly believe that God has opened the door for a greater purpose in my life. I am looking forward to be able to support so many mission works as led by the LORD.

Psalm 37:4 Delight yourself also in the LORD and He shall give you the desires of your heart.

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